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observation de vous;

observation de moi
on isolé tiennent le premier rôle
vous ne savez pas qui vous êtes
j'ai vous ai toujours aimé
mais vous avez pris mon amour pour accordé
parole au revoir

the 4 hearts

an almost perfect lady.

August 2006
September 2006
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January 2007
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September 2008

not quite sure where to start. i've been going for runs everyday now. yes, weird isn't it. funny how this time the runs are pretty relaxing and relieving. ha. running so as to put an excuse for everything.

so we were sitting at cafe cartel till late talking about me. it. them. using cigarettes as an analogy for relationships. yu made sense yu know. everything yu said. it woke me up. the way yu no longer use yur comforting words. they don't work with me anymore. yu finally found out. i needed the way yu were so irritated yu resorted to beating the hell out of me. thank yu. sincerely. but i really needed it yu know? i really needed yu. yu know? what i said i totally meant. everything.

when i mean something, they don't believe. when i don't mean a thing, they believe fully. shrugs. i love andrea. (: we're so alike it becomes comforting. meeting her tonight. can't wait.

going to head for driving later on. ugh. previously on mel's driving lesson...
4 chickens crossed the damned road out of nowhere. i was like wtf!? and my instructor was laughing at me. plus he scolded me for slowing down, saying it shouldn't be the case if i'm sittin for my TP. and i was like i'd kill a life! ugh!
so just praying nothing like this happens again.

long night. talked to daddy abit. i love him. i love daddy! he's the BEST DAD in the whole wide universe. (: (: (:

If I could escape

I would, but first of all let me say
I must apologize for acting, stinking, treating you this way
Cause I've been acting like sour milk fell on the floor
It's your fault you didn't shut the refridgerator
Maybe that's the reason I've been acting so cold

If I could escape
And re-create a place as my own world
And I could be your favorite girl
Forever, perfectly together
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?

If I could be sweet
I know I've been a real bad girl
I didn't mean for you to get hurt
Forever, we can make it better
Tell me boy,
Now wouldn't that be sweet?

Sweet escape (I wanna get away, to our sweet escape)
You let me down I'm at my lowest boiling point
Come help me out I need to get me out of this joint
Come on, let's bounce
Counting on you to turn me around
Instead of clowning around let's look for some common ground

So baby, times getting a little crazy
I've been getting a little lazy
Waiting for you to come save me
I can see that you're angry
By the way the you treat me
Hopefully you don't leave me
Want to take you with me

- everything's just temporary;
12:24 PM